I haven't even been back here.... Tbh, I just gave up. Meh, some people will deceive even themselves.
I made a choice, I made it for me. As other people have said, "haters gonna hate". I'm not here to be anything other than a person playing a game for myself and with (not for, but with) my friends and people I like. If I so choose to play that game in a different way to you, so what?
Funny thing is; those people who apparently trusted me [this needs a bit of clarification; you trusted and respected a player that you've hardly ever spoken to, including external posts?] and envisioned me as something and who I consequentially let down (according to 2Hot) were pretty much the same people who've been flaming me for awhile. I've been getting a lot of heat since the start of W56 from pretty much everyone; why? Because I am outspoken and opinionated (not always a good thing, not always a bad thing). Thing is though, at one time or another, everyone here has thought negatively of me.... Does that really bother me? No. If it did, I wouldn't have been so outspoken, argued with everyone I did with, left Tutti, left S-D, heck,even left EPIC in the first place.
Not to mention that me moving to MoM doesn't break anything that I've stood for in the past; I flamed a lot of tribes before I joined them, including Tutti and S-D.... Just because I join a new tribe doesn't mean that I auto-agree and forgive them. That path is the same two ways; doesn't mean they forgive and forget my transgressions either.
I don't play this game for you guys; I play it for myself. And that's something that I think a lot of people forget (not about me, just about players in general). The players here aren't machines; they're real people. Real people change, they evolve, they struggle and then they either triumph, or they fail. They have good days, and they have bad days. They do really awesome things, and then they do things that no-one agrees with. In the end, the responsibility of their decisions and actions (just like in real life) rests with the player who committed them. If what I did was wrong; (and I'm not making a judgement either way) - it will catch up to me. Eventually, there will be retribution. At least I believe so anyway.
Meh.
