We were never really friends? Because I stopped talking to you? I stopped talking to EVERYONE on w82 because of some life problems. Because I don't talk on Skype? Stealth, I am not asking you to spare me or give me pity. I don't want to be pitied. I want to be understood. Yes, you warned me to up my game and I did not, w80 being my main priority. But, saying we were not good friends is wrong. Our friendship cooled, but not enough to have anything against each other. As for talking only to help me out, please don't kid me. Maybe you remember nothing before you joined Se7en, but I do. You were often talking to me, about life, ~TM~, Jager and Rehab. We talked about appointing you my baron. Then, we talked when you conquered a player of mine, but even then everything was resolved and forgiven because we were good friends. And then, I talked to RSB, who stood by me till the end, by the way, and he told me he will try and get me into the tribe. But mrwubwub sent me an invitation and I got accepted into SUBV. So, while you did offer some help, it did not influence anything since SUBV had a separate recruitment system. After that, feeling deflated I lost ~TM~ (yes, I could not become the hero, but when Rehab were poaching our best members it is difficult to work with less experienced people- nevertheless, I loved every one of them. I cherished them and it was hard to let them go. We may have lost the war, but in the long run, we stopped Rehab progress enough for Se7en to pick up and smash those *** to pieces). I stopped being active on the forum and with friends but remained loyal to my friends and tribe mates. Failure as a tribemate? I supported players. Yes, I did not improve enough, I know, and for that I should have been internalled. But not for being a failure as a tribe mate. As a player, yes, sure, my 2nd world, still learning some things, church world, smaller resource production- all these things are new to me and I could not cope with it. But I enjoyed my time here. Special thanks to RSB and Grim, who despite dismissing me, talked to me civilly and friendly. And of course to Nubz for making forums interesting
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