Hello everyone...long time no speak.
No I am not here to flame anyone or fight anyone...I am not here to explain the stuff I said I would explain before either...I just don't have time to go into it.
I am here to talk about UrFEAR and the war vs barb to this point from my perspective.
UrFEAR leaving the way they did hurt Nuts!, yes it did. 1000 times more then kelvenz or Evil Mr Porkchop...In my opinion. Not just Nuts though...It hurt me.
I felt and feel betrayed by, again, IMO the best leader/leaders I have had in the game in a long time...Sean/Jaime. Though I understand the original account holders are not nearly as active as they once were, and the newer guys are running the show now.
Someone told me not to take it so personal. Well I do not know how to do that. I take it very personal cause every time anyone on that account slammed Nuts! they slammed me. How many times did they say no one in Nuts! was doing anything except them....yes I take that personal. One even commented that I ran from the fight against tpl and nuts when I followed them and joined Nuts!...I did not think I ran, Se7en was dead...I would have gladly fought to the death in Se7en...or even at that time if barb had taken us Se7en that were left in...I would have fought to the death in barb.
But now, now I am stuck fighting to death in a tribe that is not worth fighting for...For leaders that I may have respect for their political strategies have not the foggiest how to run a war. And the one leader/account that has the ability to run and win this war has now switched sides...ya I take that personal. It is disheartening and demoralizing. So I retaliated against my old leader and newest enemy...and I will continue to do so. Because I am a soldier and that is what soldiers do.
I do not know if Nuts! will win this war. I know that they will not win it if only 10 of us are fighting barb. I also know there are more spies in Nuts! And that also makes me sad. I believe Nathan said it or kronicals I am not sure "I will never recruit spies...I will use them, why not." or something like that. So all that spying is not going to get you anywhere or help you out in the long run either.
Well congratz to barb on their huge gain in caps yesterday and it looks like another huge jump today. I can not stop you by myself...But I will fight. I will fight because I am not a quitter...I will fight because I am not a runner...and I will fight because it is a war game and that is the main reason we play it...to fight. I have been in the tribes with huge advantages and I have been in the tribes with huge disadvantages. And there is always one thing that stays the same. I fight.