From reading Balian since I joined and quit this world I've lost all the respect and likeness I had for the Balian account that Ryan let you hook into the coat tails of. It's perhaps your account but it wasn't and won't be you who people remember the better side of it. You'll be remembered for the worser times in Ryan's shadow. You defend gents to the end, of course you would, you made a gamble to leave ruffs and glory support gents. But your blind loyalty usually comes across as ignorance and uneducated so please stop posting on the externals.
The big picture is you left your squad of guys (and girls) when it got tough for personal gain and now you are stuck defending yourself and you newer homies with rhetoric. I'll say it again because I feel evil and my bro needs some recognition for his efforts.
Ryan outdone you on your own account, even now his spirit within w80 is more powerful than you. "" Ryan I'm totally being homo if you're reading this