TW according to Revolt: Help destroy world ecosystem, replace w ego-system! Where ru on the player made maps bruh? ohhh there ur, the United Statez of ME. True happiness will never be realized through selfishness and self aggrandizement brother, only through the hearts of you and your mates. You are the pink elley in the thread. Tied to a metaphoric stake as a young weak startup noob, even now as a large powerful account believing that you can not free yourself from the chains of your captivity. that fear forces unhealthy choices like this shadow proxy war you (and others) so poorly fought. Many people never question their self-imposed limitations Ben... ignoring obvious truths and taking the easy way out.
You can be so much better. Do not shy away from the truth! Anything is possible, your only true limitations are the ones you've imagined in your own mind. you will never conquer your fears if you continue to suppress. let go. just because you are in a tribe of (partly) Gents rejects, doesnt mean you have to be a reject exemplified. so stop it.