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youve probably all seen the mail between judgebassey and myself by now, and despite denying it there, what he says is actually true.
for a long time i played the character of Rachel, a girl the same age as myself (so the whole pedo thing is bollocks) and while im not condoning what i did, or trying to dig myself out of a hole, or pander to any self righteous idiot out there, i think the time is probably apropriate to explain myself.
a while back i was going through a rough patch in my life, something i will not get onto here, as it certainly isnt the place for it, and, as anyone would, i needed an escape. so i invented the character of Rachel, someone the same age, with the same beliefs, same everything apart from body and gender. i didnt do it to be a pervert, or to hurt anyone, it was purely about finding a release for myself.
the first person to know was Nix, or awesomedanishpastry/Lady Veritas. as when i was "found out" my sister logged onto my yahoo address and told some of the people on there the truth. something that i am actually thankful for, and as you have probably all seen, myself and Nix, despite me being the closest to her while i was rachel, are still good friends. and that was the theme throughout, those who i considered close friends have all forgiven me, and accept me now for who i am. the ones who i wasnt close to... i.e. JudgeBassey, are the ones who now hate me. originally i thought that all i would recieve was hatred, thats why i made the cover story about giving the account away. i have to say thank you to those who found out along the way and tried to keep my secret, and a huge apology too, it wasnt fair of me to ask that of any of you and for that i am deeply sorry.
~Ainsley
for a long time i played the character of Rachel, a girl the same age as myself (so the whole pedo thing is bollocks) and while im not condoning what i did, or trying to dig myself out of a hole, or pander to any self righteous idiot out there, i think the time is probably apropriate to explain myself.
a while back i was going through a rough patch in my life, something i will not get onto here, as it certainly isnt the place for it, and, as anyone would, i needed an escape. so i invented the character of Rachel, someone the same age, with the same beliefs, same everything apart from body and gender. i didnt do it to be a pervert, or to hurt anyone, it was purely about finding a release for myself.
the first person to know was Nix, or awesomedanishpastry/Lady Veritas. as when i was "found out" my sister logged onto my yahoo address and told some of the people on there the truth. something that i am actually thankful for, and as you have probably all seen, myself and Nix, despite me being the closest to her while i was rachel, are still good friends. and that was the theme throughout, those who i considered close friends have all forgiven me, and accept me now for who i am. the ones who i wasnt close to... i.e. JudgeBassey, are the ones who now hate me. originally i thought that all i would recieve was hatred, thats why i made the cover story about giving the account away. i have to say thank you to those who found out along the way and tried to keep my secret, and a huge apology too, it wasnt fair of me to ask that of any of you and for that i am deeply sorry.
~Ainsley
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