if you have potential, you can't be sure you know it.
i played since W4, yet with my activity, and lack of sitters, i've had many troubles through my TW carrier.
i was lucky to get to know some people, who taught me what i needed to know before HAM!!!.
they shined me up, polished me, and made me what i am.
the key factor is sticking to it, and not giving up, activty, remember that and oh. read openeyes manual on the game (it's good)
nothing more i can tell you, this thread, isn't a teaching station, it was made to find out what HAM!!! is about, and as such, i believe people with thougts on HAM!!! should post it here.