jasmineyerptoday at 21:47
this mail is being sent to apologise for 2 misunderstandings.
1) I am aware that many of you didnt say anything AGAINST me. the anger in the last mail was not directed at you.
2) With the two lists, they were not meant to be sorted as in "people i do like" and "people im swearing at". Because many people on the second list are my friends. So im apologising to the following people who thought i was angry at them, because im not-
-vengeance- (lardingd on night shift)
TheOutSideR
llamaswilrulesupreme
ChrisIIHoppy
Yogi Bear
Snowball
NorthernLad
bloodhood
russki
krono5
mercenary987
hollykangaroo
Meber inc.
and anyone else from nolove or .jpg who didnt have a say on my recruitment.
when i wrote that letter i was extremely angry and probably didnt word it the best.
but the way i see it is this-
1) you dislike me because i spam. well, so do heaps of people. isnt it a good thing? since when was spam so hugely disliked? but yes, im aware maybe i spam too much. so maybe i'll cut back a bit...
2) i posted pictures. seriously people, that was like a year ago in the very first world i played, che!!! in w6. everyone was a n00b at some stage.
3) i have my photoas my forum avatar. so does atleast 3 other GUYS, and no-one cares that they do. but im a girl, so oooh i shouldnt have my own photo as my avatar, WHAT THE HECK? this is one of the thing that has irritated me the most.
4) my playing skills have been questioned. well, to clear things up i will list my past experience.
w6- this is the first world i joined. i joined ROBOT (k-based n00b tribe) and started talking to virus ex urban (aka king valkyrik) becuase i was the diplomat and BDAS was thinking of going to war with ROBOT. i eventually joined che!!! with KV and bloodhood, which is where all the drama started. Angwidd had a problem with me becuase i posted pics. and other members had problems with me becuase of spam. we eventually kinda sorted it, but by now che!!! was invovlved in many wars and after reaching my peak of 160k at rank 300 i was rimmed.
w5 & 4- i joined these worlds around the same time as 6 and learnt a lot here. i was in noob tribes in both but this was where i learnt most about tribal runnings, defense and other tactics. i wasnt very active here and most time was spent on w6
w7- joined there and made a tribe, COACO. we then merged with WAR Team and became rank 2 with 37 players. I was sole duke. Then King Valkyrik joined w7 with a BDAS comeback tribe in mind, and convinced me to leave war.t and join, along with many other previous BDAS members. that kinda turned to crap with KV being inactive and whatnot. i still play w7 at rank 280 with 305k, rank 108 OD as attacker. im in family tribe MARS but dont take part in anything tribal, im just kind of playing as an individual.
w8- joined here but didnt really play properly for the first couple of months. got time to build a noble and realised i was in a really good spot. my first noble was a 7k vill 2 squares away from me. started playing more seriously and joined THE, part of the BLOC. did pretty well here, getting into the top 200 for the first time in my tw career. then we went to war with the 3 top tribes of my continent and as you can imagine i was in a bit of a sticky spot, with the tribe duke (rank 37) of our biggest enemy right next to me. maybe it wasnt such a good spot.... but i stuck with THE and i dont think i did too shabbily at all. i gave up personal growth and threw everything at the enemy. took 3 enemy vills, then they organised a continent-wide attack on me and managed to take a vill after 36 hours. they slowly trickled away one by one, all but a few going to the rank37 duke next to me. it wasnt an easy fight though and i was soon in top 20 OD as defender, with medium support from my tribe. llamaswilrulesupreme played a huge part here, he took over my account overight. we had about 200+ incomings everyday for a period of 2 weeks. i was left with 2 villages and i nobled long distance out of my k but the fun of w8 was gone for me. too many enemies and not enough time. i quit w8.
w9- joined here briefly. was in some tribe, cant remember now. it wasnt die. was it? or is that w10?
w10- also joined here briefly. ok nope this is where i was in die. and this is also where my loathing of krakkan began.
i was in his tribe (die.) and we did nightsitting, as most tribes do at the start of a world. i set another player (-m4-) as my sitter. i woke in the morning to find that -m4- had for some reason transferred my account to krakkan, and he had then sent all of my troops over 100 hours away as support to some random player, and changed my village name to "Farm Me." Geee krakkan what a great tribemate you are. So i stopped playing this world. I did report him yes, but the mods couldnt/didnt do anything about it. he says its because i didnt have enough troops. uh huh logical explanation. most people would just TELL me i didnt have enough so i couldve made some more, if thats what you required.
w11- joined here and joined EGGS! (rank2) with bloodhood, am still baron. currently rank 500ish with 3 vills. we're doing well here and i believe im working well as baron.
classic- didnt get such a good start here. joined late, have crap farming ops around me. still deciding whether to continue under this name or as i said, start again with an alias.
so you now know my entire TW career. everyday i learn more in tribalwars, as most do, and everyday we change. i have bipolar and this probably didnt help with my whole anger attack, as ive kinda stopped taking my meds >.<
so i once again apologise for my profanity, this wasnt aimed at most of you, and sorry that some of you thought i had forgotten our friendship. i do remember EVERYONE who i work with, even if some people forget to remember working with me.
however, i do still think certain people need to take some resposibilty for their part in this. certain players have been sexist and its not acceptable. the world is fast learning that women are equal to men, and this is the same in tw. i havent posted pictures in a long while, so lets all forget about that. i was at a bad stage in my life (diagnosed with bipolar) when those happenings were occurring, and its easy to forget who you are on the internet.
for those of you who think this is another cry for attention im sorry you feel that way. im merely trying to explain myself.
so sorry to those who've done nothing wrong, but i will not apologize to those that have, and they know who they are.
sincerely, jasmineyerp
